Saturday, March 29, 2008

Grass & Tulips, Breezes & Fears


Today I slept in so that when I woke up around ten in the morning I was ready to go after something like sabbatical. Life has been a crossroads lately. It's been a heavy dose of uncertainty. I'm as unsure as ever of what my next move will be. I have healthy fears, cowardly doubts, and nothing short of a strong desire to do what I feel to be good. With that on my shoulders along with a backpack full of Augustine and the Psalms I went for a walk. The day was too beautiful to try and describe. The small things to the gargantuan kind swayed with the breeze. They're all getting along fine it seems. God said they would. Stacking that against my worries, it seems like I can be sure of the ending even if the middle ground seems a little hazy. For the moment I'm just going to sit and take this creation in.